my surprise from london....



pauline got quester to bring it over from london when he was there last week for Salon International - its an event whr ppl from t&g all over the world come together for a yearly collection launch.

funny how its in pink.. which matches the shoulder pad jackie gave me as a farewell present..




janice gave me a pair of pink leggings for xmas last yr and tomo gave me a pink clip for gd luck.

the thing is, i dun really own anything pink.. red, lots. pink, hmm... but i still appreciate it of cos.. all the way from london! and i only talk to her occasionally on msn nowadays..

my course mates think that i should use all my pink stuff one day.. imagine me wearing my hot pink tights when i greet my client, followed by the pink shoulder pad and using the pink clip to section out the hair.. finally, using the pink clipper to clean up the hairline..

gosh. i dun think anybody will be able to take me seriously from then on..

weekend summary.

went prawning on sat with ppl.. bumped into ben & co too..





followed by supperclub with celine, ginna & brandon..





love the deco. hate the place.

woke up freak early on sun and brought my niece to united square for class.. 7 in the morn to be exact.. had lunch, ice cream and shopped ard after.. reached home in the late afternoon and slept all the way..

met nic after school today.. had yummy yami yoghurt and meesua over at suntec.. spent almost an hour or more looking at books.. heh probably gonna walk over during lunch tmr to get some..

i'm currently reading this book called Ways To Live Forever by Sally Nicholls.



"My name is Sam.

I am eleven years old.

I have Leukaemia.

By the time you read this, I will probably be dead. "

yup, its as sad as it sounds.. cant wait to finish reading it..

i'm all about slacking nowadays..

spent last night at holland v's coffee bean.. bumped into old friend desmond.. oh oh and today, while nuaing with ivan and KL somewhr ard sch after we ended, we were talking about all these serious stuff.. i cant help but feel sad.. i really gotta grow up man..



i wanna be a better person.

which means, keeping promises.. or rather, dun make promises i cant keep.. treat others well. love my parents more = spend more time with them.

and stop crying over spilled milk.

wish me luck.

anyway tried out a new haircut this morning..

planning to cut something similar for my mum as well..










and ivan's purple hair.. which i'm preparing for dominic as well.. heh



nah la.. i'm kidding.. his base color is actually ash and that's the reflection from the signboard..

starlight, starbright, first star i see tonight;
i wish i may, i wish i might,
get this wish, i wish tonight.

life is goooooooood

too good actually. when everything is gg so damn smoothly, i cant help but wonder what's gonna happen next.

everytime, every-fucking time, when i finally get to enjoy life & be thankful, something fucked up happens.

i just wish to prolong my happiness a little longer

like i mentioned in my previous posts, i found out some stuff about myself..

#1 - i NEVER learn from my mistakes

its like a cycle, i cant seem to get away from it.. things happen even when i'm aware of the consequences.. Thus, ive decided to not do anything that i might regret in future, but then again, it leads to point #2.

#2 - Will power = 0.58%

i have no self-control.. most of the time when i will actually stop and think about wat i'm doing, it usually ends with fuck it and boom, another sin to add to the list.

Which, in fact, becomes

#3 - I'm a bad person.

anyway this weekend was spent slacking.. friday night @ PS's Starbucks & last night was @ Heeren's Spinelli.. i think im just gonna stay in tonight.. keeps the moolas intact too..

gonna watch my freshly rented Definitely, Maybe now.. tata.

my weekend was a blur..

Dan's show on sat.. was suppose to be there at 12 to help out.. but i only reached at 5.. heh better late than never yes?









ITE Seminar on sun.. now for this.. i had to be there by 10 when i only hit the sheets at 6.. which explains the fuckedup hair..













and last wed.. baked a cake for my dad's bday + my niece + dim sum @ Lei Garden










this freaking prawn and noodle ensemble costs freaking $38








my mum made dinner out of the blue.. it was rather good actually.. i just washed up and showered.. time to watch just like heaven and fall asleep at the same time..

night now.

"What you don't know won't hurt you.
It's what you suspect that fucks everything up."

carl cox.

i'm a bad person.


just came back from dinner with my folks and i swear i'm gonna puke any time now.. went back to the academy to help out for the sseminar earlier today. i had to wake up at freaking 9am.

lasted all the way till 5.. bryan gave me a lift back after.. picked up his tix on the way back for the f1 race tonight worth at least $1300, given to him by one of his clients.. marina grandstand somemore.. he was actually planning to buy for his dad, but now he got them for free.. lucky bastard.



and this is my course mate, Dion, getting his hair washed..






Jackie's housewarming a few weeks ago..
fintan's baby boy, Jonas. he has a permanant -_- expression.. so damn bloody cute







and the f1 shoot ytd.. did the some of the girl's hair.. the suite is unbelievably big.. esp the toilet..













will post more pics when ivan pass them to me tmr..

night now.

my laptop is finally back.

the initial quote was $835.30, but somehow i decided to leave my screen alone, so i ended up paying $143.38 for the wireless switch and service fee..

last wed:








and i totally crashed my weekend's schedule.

wish me luck.

i really should be sleeping.

my laptop is giving my problems again.. although i kinda caused it, but dat's not the point..

the wireless switch got stuck and i gently pushed it with the corner of my hp charger.. so now the switch is loose AND stuck at "Off" = i cant use it in my room.. so in the meantime i'm stuck with my desktop..

i tried digging for the warranty card too.. but it actually expired on the 6th of this month.. oh well.. gotta drop by sony in town someday after sch.. hmmm funny how this didnt happen while i was still working in heeren.. i could've walked over anytime.. dammit.

anyway i really really gotta go to bed. night.

pls wait for the song to load..

i was reading dereliction again.. and i realised one thing, i NEVER learn from my mistakes.. and somehow it seems like a cycle..

same m*ther-f*cking situation everytime.. well, the previous time was much much worse.. bad vanessa. bad, bad vanessa.

anyway went back to the salon to get my color done after sch ytd den went over for ben's bday at this pub later that night..

i mistaken ly's baby shower for today which is actually next week, luckily i found out in time.. so today was pretty much a me-day..

innocent until proven guilty.

busy week ahead.

school school and more school.. its gg great btw.

got fri and sat booked out.

will update again.

night now.