yay everything's almost done.

room; check.
zouk; check
guest list; check.
booze; hmm.
food; check.


i'm counting down the days man.

dear god, pls let it be a good one. thank u.

update:

-doodle book's here!
-alley bar last night
-nothing happened on the 23rd (thkgod.)

ok pictures.

omg i cant sleep.

im freaking out. WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYBODY SLEEPING!!!

omg. omg.

its 10-11 days away.. and i'm nt even halfway done planning.

*SCREAMS*

OMFG.

i gotta get the rooms confirmed. which leads to another problem.. do i really wanna waste an extra 200 for the sitting area.. so now i dunno which room to get.

AND THEN there's the theme thing.. which smart alec came up with it? and i refuse to admit its me. how bout i cancel the whole thing?? no, no, no. vanessa, its your 21st. u had a sucky 18th.. now u dun wan ur 21st to suck as well too, do u?

ok back to freaking out.. AND THE FUCKING GUEST LIST. my boss is doing me a favor so i dun wanna be too much.. i'm definitely limiting the guest list. 10 is a freaking small number.. 15? i dunno. OMG kill me please.

why does this always happen to me? freaking out at night. means i cant do anything about it. and when i finally force myself to sleep, i wake up, pretend everything's all rite and forget all about it..

i have so many fucking things to do. i dunno whr to start... *screams again*

ok calm down now.. think, think, think. first of all, i need to invite ppl. secondly, the guest list. u really dun wanna offend anyone by nt inclding them rite? OH OH how bout i pretend there's no guestlist at all? AH HAH! smart. but wait. thats nt very nice is it?

*cries and sobs*

AND ANOTHER PROB.. everybody's busy in the day with sch and work and what not on that day to help me!!! OMG how the hell am i gonna get everything done... *CRIES OUT LOUD* i need help with the planning and all!!

AND NIC'S GONNA RUIN MY BDAY WITH AN ANGIE THE CHOICE CAKE!

OMG!! can it get any worse?

im scared, im lost, im afraid, i dunno wat to do.. wat if it turns out bad? BOTH DAYS???? den how!?

i'm usually nt so negative.. but i think the painkillers, anti-biotics and anti-swelling meds is getting to me a little..

HAPPY THOUGHTS, HAPPY THOUGHTS.

fuck happy thoughts! i need plans not thoughts. omg.omg.omg.

met alex this afternoon in town.. pearlyn joined us for lunch at seoul garden too.. i didnt even noe it was still around..

anyway, shopped a little after lunch around town den took a cab to holland v.

ooh she got me my bday present alr.









love it babe!

made plans for my 21st too..

cant wait!

oh popped by kap b4 coming home.. rented season 4 of the oc and some other random shows..





Adam Brody!!!

so, today was the company brunch at sentosa's il-lido. i had a great time.. sadly, i forgot to bring any of my cams out.. so i gotta wait for my colls to send me pics..

shopped a little at vivo after with the few of them.. which leads to more money spent.. blah.

bryan sent me back later in the evening.. had dinner with my parents at great world.. and well, furniture shopped abit..

speaking of which.. the en-bloc thing is somewhat successful.. which means we'll be moving to a new place in about 2 yrs? though my parents earn about a million dollars more, i really dun wanna move...

urgh.

anyway here's some pics from my phone..











oh and my wisdom tooth extraction went really well.. but i had to give zouk's 17th Anni a miss due to the swollen cheek.. the plan was actually to meet my colleagues there after work cos they were there to style the models hair..

oh well.





i bought these utterly useless but pretty feather lashes from the make up store for 45bucks.. which explains the first picture.. i took a whole bunch of pics.. but i'm smarter now, so i'll post them in later posts when i have nth to write about..

OH and part of my online shopping came the other day..



my doodle book will be arriving anytime soon..

i shall end this post with a pic of the sun shining through my living room's window..

i'm finally getting my wisdom tooth extracted tmr.

i wanted to wait till mid may.. but after ytd i cldnt take it anymore.. stayed over at celine's place on tuesday night and got fucking wasted.. when i woke up in the morning, my tongue stud miraculously landed on the gum opening of the bottom left tooth..

yes it hurts like fuck.

so i've been suffering from toothaches and headaches for the whole of today.. went over to Dental Studio at paragon just before lunch and it costs me a whooping $203 for the consultation, x-ray and medicine..

surprisingly, i actually have 3 of them.. i dun wanna go through this again so i decided to take them all out..

its 600-800 per tooth.. thank god for medisave.. if nt i'll be freaking broke.

the doc said they've got "high-tech" painkillers and meds to reduce swelling, so i'll be able to eat and look normal by the 3rd day.. which is important cos i've got a company brunch on sunday at sentosa's ilLido..

speaking of which, i have no idea wat to wear.. its Smart casual.. no slippers, no sandals..

am i supposed to wear heels? u gotta be kidding me.

i heard its a fine dining restaurant and pretty high-end.. but somehow sentosa and heels dun really go together...

anyway i seriously need to sleep now..

wish me luck.

night.

had dim sum this afternoon with my parents at taka's crystal jade palace..

yum.






shopped ard after.. dad dropped me off at kap to return some dvds and to rent some more..

slacked at home for the rest of the day..

wont be home tmr night so i'll blog again towards the end of the week..

ta.

Assignment #53
Give advice to yourself in the past.


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Its been a heck of a week..

funny how everything just come tumbling down.. urgh.

oh well..

met amanda on thurs and nic on fri.. went for the Contender Asia Finale last night and it was GREAT.





S$0.00 cos it was complimentary



busy week ahead.. celine's place on tues, km8 on wed..

urgh i just want everything to be over..

after awhile, you just don't feel anything anymore..

i'm waiting for my doodle book to arrive.

till then, i'll have nothing much to say.

and when it arrives..

i'll brag about how great it is.

and it's so worth my 12.95USD.

yes.





sorry for the recent lack of posts.. i really dun feel the need to blog out every single detail of wat i did.. let me sum it up..

for the past week, met amanda once for gym(not incl today), coffee clubed twice, alley bar(wait, i think that was the week before), zouk, travel agencies(for aust trip in june), accompanied bryan for his tattoo den met celine at bugis for dinner which i left for town to meet amanda for coffee club.. oh wait, i mentioned that alr..

ok there you go.. night now =)