i fucking made it.

damn happy.

in your face, u bullfucking hypocrite.

caught push last night at cine followed by l4d at selegie.

went for breakfast after and got home at 6. woke up at 12 and met the the girls in holland for lunch at 211 cafe which was freaking good followed by my grad treat at haagen daz..

we all headed over to alex's and watched role models.. freak ass funny.. meeting the usuals later..

pics soon.

love.

busy busy weekend ahead.

i slept through saturday. woke up at 8pm and met them over at forum's coffee bean. was suppose to go cashbox but it was full.. ended up slacking and playing pool after..

alex, manda and ham left ard 2.. AND guess wat we did after. the 4 of us went to play left 4 dead.

HAHA its surprisingly fun. this is my first time playing these kind of games, mind u..

it takes awhile to get used to.. but damn fun after.
and time flies when u're having fun.. we got there ard 215 and when we left it was alr 530..

dropped darren and brandon off at kap before heading home.. fuck tired.

another week of assessments to go.. the final week.

wish me luck.

attica last night.

fucking love.

my sis came for a haircut on wed as my transient grad assessment model and i passed!

3 more haircuts. 1 perm. 1 french roll.

1 more week.

im finally feeling better.. i totally lost it last week. getting back on track..

thank god for frens.

i cant take this anymore.

i feel so depressed.

i got no mood for anything.

standing infront of a moving car sounds so tempting.

last night was crazy.

met up with manda & co at ue square for drinks followed by bellini grande.. darren came after awhile and headed for st james.

movida was mad.

for the first time in many months. i got wasted like fuck. and darren had to clean up the mess in the backseat.

met him for dinner at holland's coffee club den drove over to meet manda and ham for pudding at serangoon gardens..

he was supposed to meet brandon at my place.. when we turned in he was just infront.. so while they were parking, brandon just stopped and darren needed more space.. so he just shouted out the window "EH MOVE FWD LA!"

haha that was when my dad came by the window and looked down.. we all just smiled at him and laughed..

Last Night.




Was there at 4 to start on the models' hair..

and whoa. free flow of beer, ben&jerry's, vodka redbull, popcorn, frolick, toasted marshmallows, pretzels, etc.

oh my goodness its madness.

i had a FUCKING good time. seriously unbelievable.

the show was good, the drinks were great and the party was crazy.

fucking love.

i need to be alone for a few days.

i'll be fine.

shellen attempted suicide.
and is now hospitalized.
i'm glad they found her in time.

ben butt & dbl o.

Valentine's







Holland.




Pool.











Back up.










Thank u.

i thought it was over but its not.

last night was a blast. and i'm still here.

pics will be up soon, hopefully.

happy belated valentine's.

i just had roses delivered to my place.

i know its from you.

thanks :)

Don't hang up,
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

Ive been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz im only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go.

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?

Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful
Made me unbeautiful...

why are u being so nice to me

So this is when we finally learn the real
meaning of change. You do the things you
used to be against , you date the people you
thought you never would, & you befriend the
people you used to hate.

You'll learn what
it's like to have your heart broken , to lose
a friend that truly meant something to you,
& to feel as if everything's really falling apart.

There'll be times that your life seems so
absolutely horrible it feels like it's not real.

Despite all this, good things will come too.

You'll make the most amazing friends that
will be there for you even when they probably
shouldn't.

Your broken heart will heal once you
find the most perfect guy you've ever met, &
just as nothing else can go wrong, things will
only get better .

There'll be the days you`re so
happy, & the days that you feel like dying. Drama
happens, gossip goes around, & people talk crap.

Maybe it's life,or
maybe this is just what growing up is like.

april is gonna be a fucking good month.

anyway last fri was spent at darren's for cny.. sat at zouk.. wed at gym and darren's for guitar heroes but manda nic and i ended up talking cock and slping on the sofas outside..

last night was spent at dbl o.

ive got so much to do for my course and grad show..

im graduating next-fucking-month. march 21st. 35 more days excluding weekends.

dbl o.

i like to refer to The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button as just BEN BUTT.