"There is a part in every day
when I lie to myself and say that its okay,
cause if I don't I think I'll go insane,
but the truth is,
I only have myself to blame"








decision made.


i've always had big plans for myself.


i see myself living comfortably in a big house driving my dream car, with my husband and children.. planning on getting a dog too.. a german shepherd for that matter..

get a maid to take care of the house chores.. take a few years off work after giving birth.. and when my children gets old enough for school, i'll pick my child up from sch in the evening after work..

OR

i'll be this successful and happy person doing something i love.. earning tons of moolah.. photography maybe?

still driving my dream car.. but instead of a big house, it'll be this ridiculously priced condo along holland road.. i would get a dog too.. german shepherd of cos.. i'll prolly be staying on my own..

meeting my mum and dad on weeknights cos as a successful photographer, i'll have to work thru the weekends too... have dinner and shop ard with them.. and i'm gonna pay for everything..




one can always dream.. rite?



anyway, i spent 3 hours at kino after gym this afternoon.. searching for the perfect book to waste my time and money on..

ended up buying a regular novel and a book for him..

i'm saving up for a tv btw..

night now.